You And White Chocolate

"Nah, this is for you white chocolate...
The sweetest chocolate for the sweetest person in my life..."

“Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.”

The Awesomeness When Legends Work Together

M.Nasir ft. DJ Dave - Nyawaku

Malique ft. Jamal Abdillah - Aku Maafkan Kamu

Confused...Crossing The Road...Get Hit!

If you are in this kind of situation; Confused, Stress, Blurred, Feel Something Wrong...

NEVER EVER go out alone, especially when you're under medication...

Plus, if it required you to cross the road or anything related to "between you and vehicles" situation...

Because, while waiting at the road side, you will have some unusual vision...

Like blurred vision, then it will make you can't estimate the speed or the distance of the vehicle that is coming to you...

If you keep cross the road with that such vision...

Either if you're lucky, you will reach the other side...

Or if that's not your day, then you might have to say "sayonara" to this beautiful world after get hit by a car or even worst by a bus/lorry...

And yeah, Alhamdulillah...

I'm that "the lucky one" person and today is "my day"...

Guys seriously, DON'T GO ANYWHERE ALONE WHEN YOU HAVE AN UNEASY FEELING OR IN BAHASA "JIWA KACAU"...

Because it will cost you a lot including your life if you're not so lucky...

I Miss My Busy Life... :'(

I need to wake up and realize that, "YOU ALREADY RETIRED, WIWI...!!!~"

All of this missing moment is USELESS...!!!~ 

It will never bring you back to the old time and bear in mind, your services are no longer needed...

YOU MUST ACCEPT IT! 

Never say life is cruel, because you are the one who cruel to yourself...

"Yang terguris tak nampak dimata...Yang terhiris terluka...Sesekali terbit air mata...Tahan sebak di dada...

Pada aku masih ada...Kasih belum terhakis...Sebenarnya, sudah lama...Ku sungguh berkecil hati..."

Unstable Moods

Lately, I have a very unstable moods...

Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy...

Everything mixed up to create the indescribable days of mine since last month...

Most of them basically related to my personal issues toward others...

Either heart to heart, hatred, anger, disease, studies, and so on and on and on...

Until one time, I've asked myself "what's going on, wiwi??? what had happened to you???"

Then I slowly realize that I live in a really mess up life...

Everything are upside down, and most of them are related to my daily routines...

What I've programmed my mind is "tomorrow, I can't wait for you for any longer..."

I did that almost everyday, I just sacrificed my day simply by wake up, survive the day, go to bed, and wake up on the next day...

Hmmm...

During those days, I still remember that I put only a song in my JetAudio playlist and keep repeating the same song for almost hundred times...
I will change the song then I'll let that same song keep playing again and again...
Seems like I'm waiting for something which I'm not sure what it is actually...

Haihhh...

Hope it will recover, soon...Insya Allah...

  

The Vow

‎"Life's all about moments of impact, and how they change our lives forever. But what if one day you could no longer remember any of them? Can the love of a lifetime find a second chance?" 

-The Vow- 

Faking A Smile

"One text message receive"...

Open it and read it...

"Jaga diri oke..Senyuman awak yg menyambut sy tadi tak semanis selalu..Tp takpe, sy faham ada sesuatu di sebalik semua..Jaga diri awak leklok..Tak semua orang suka kita, tp tu tak bermaksud takde orang bersama kita..Ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi..." 

Today I just got a visit from a friend of mine...

She's one of the coolest and the strongest person I ever met...

I thought it was just a simple visit with gossiping...

But I was wrong...

She's here because she want to reveal that all smiles that I put on is the fake one...

Me myself don't know since when I started to wear that fake smile...

Hmmm...

By the way, thanks for all the advice which I consider as "torturing-me-session"...

Huhuhu...

I know, I did wear a lot of masks to cover everything inside me...

But I have to, for the sake of them who still need me or maybe I'm just "perasan sendiri"...

And I know, I'm not the old Andi Rosnita who works with the T-Rex before...

Just like you, I'm missing her a lot too...

I don't know when she will come back, but sooner or later I'm sure it'll takes a lot of time...

But what I can assure you just now, Faking A Smile is my Profession...

To answer your question or what you said about wing-buddies...

The most hurting moment that I ever felt was when the situation of "for all the times, you always stand up to back up or become the shield for anyone else but nobody can stand up and speak up on behalf of you to protect you when comes the hard time for you"... 

It happened directly right in front of my face...

Life is all about give and take, that's what I always teach myself...

Maybe it's not the suitable time for me to "take"...

Therefore, I chose to just continue my steps by faking all the smiles and pretending like nothing hurt had ever happened...

I'm happy as long as everyone around me are happy...

I know it's hard, but I have no other choices...

Maybe my time for real happiness is still on its way, so I'm just waiting by swallowing all the sadness and pain without complaining, just faking...

Because I know, real life will never be as beautiful as fairy tale, will never be perfect as what we imagine... 

"You should step in my shoes and walk a mile. Then maybe you'll see how hard it is to hold back tears and fake a smile."

"The angriest and saddest people are hidden behind a mask. A mask of laughter and happiness. It's amazing what you can fake with a smile."

"And we put a fake smile to hide the pain, yet we wish someone would look closely enough and see how broken we really are inside."

Special Bday Tribute...Happy Bday, Tika!

Happy Birthday to our sweet cute Hyppo!

Nur Atikah Md Jani...

May Allah always bless you!

Hehehe...

Happy belated 2 months bday for me, Happy present bday for tika, and Happy in advance 2 months bday for Aqie!

We are the 19th day babies...

Hahaha...

Tidak dilupakan, Happy Bday juga buat rakan karib ku sejak aku kecil lagi, Mardiyana Sanusi yang menyambut ulang tahun kelahiran juga pada hari ini, 19hb April...

Semoga Allah juga sentiasa merahmatimu dan kita semua...

Insya Allah, Amin...

Minggu Ketamadunan Islam Dan Dunia

 Tamadun dari sudut Islam: "Meliputi pembangunan lahiriah dan rohaniah seperti pandangan Ibn Khaldun yang melihat dari aspek kehidupan bandar. Manakala Syed Naquib al-Attas menegaskan pencapaian tahap tatasusila yang tinggi dan kebudayaan yang luhur oleh sesebuah masyarakat merupakan maksud tamadun."

Minggu Ketamadunan Islam Dan Dunia (2-7 April 2012)...

Sebuah lagi program anjuran Persatuan Belia Muslim TPM College...

Sebelum ini, setahun lalu Program Ihya' Sunnah telah diketuai oleh Zaidulkhair selaku Amir PBM dimana aku merupakan salah seorang AJK nya...

Namun kali ini, MKI menyaksikan kreadibiliti Abdullah (Dullang) pula sebagai Amir PBM dan peneraju utama bagi MKI bersama barisan jentera yang serba baru...

Manakala aku dan Aqie berdiri di belakang tabir untuk menyokong Abdullah bagi menahan dia daripada terjatuh...

Tapi, tugas sebenar aku ialah sebagai orang yang bertanggungjawab membuat soalan dan juga menjadi juri bagi kuiz harian, kuiz emas, dan pertandingan kuiz mega sepanjang minggu program ini...

Manakala Aqie merupakan orang kuat di sebalik gimik "kostum orang2 tamadun" semasa majlis perasmian dan juga juri bagi pertandingan "Treasure of Iman"...

Apa2pun, Alhamdulillah aku ucapkan kerana semuanya berjalan lancar dan berakhir dengan pujian daripada ramai pihak...

Tahniah buat Abdullah, tahniah buat jentera MKI, dan tahniah buat semua yang sama2 menjayakan program MKI ini...

"Go Green" The Earth...Mother Nature Is Calling!

"Sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, perselisihan malam dan siang, dan bahtera yang berlayar di laut dengan memberi manfaat kepada manusia, dan apa-apa yang Allah turunkan dari langit berupa air, lalu dengan air Dia dihidupkan bumi sesudah mati (kering)nya, dan di bumi itu Dia menyebarkan segala jenis haiwan, dan pengisaran angin dan awan yang dikendalikan antara langit dengan bumi; sungguh (terdapat) tanda-tanda (keesaan dan kebesaran Allah) bagi golongan yang berakal.”

(al-Baqarah 2:164)